lunes, 19 de septiembre de 2011

First Impression ''My First Love''

It was Thursday, first day of school, I was 13th. years old, and I was so happy of being on 6th grade because it was the last year of beeing on middle school, So you know every year there are new guys who enter the school, and everyone immidiately knows who are the new ones, but I don't know why I didn't noted it, and I didn't pay attention to them. So the weekend cames and a friend of 7th grade invite me to went to the moovies, I accepted it, and she had told me of this guy who she likes that is new from school, so we went to the moovies and there were many friends, and one of them was the guy my friend likes but I didn't knew it was him, so I told her that he was really cute, and she just surprisely told me that he was the one she likes, well I get blushed because I didn't knew, so I just don't pay attention to him because he was ''property of my friend''.
He was called Santiago, his family cames from Italy, he was 14th years old, he was tall, white skin, green eyes, and great body. The first thing I thinked about him was that he was very gullible, because he had branded clothing, his family was from another country, and i thinked ''wow my friend is lucky'' because he had good looking, but he was kind of annoying, so that thing dislikes me at all.
The next day, came a notification on my messenger that he had add me, well i accept him, and he strangely started to talk to me, I just thinked ''what the hell is he talking to me if he don't even know me'', so I dont really care, but then it became a rutine, he talks to me very day, and little by little, we started to like each other, when my friend notice that she gets really upset, It was not my intention, and we had a huge fight, it all became a problem, but then we fix it and it all gets to the normally, but Santi stills liked me, so I had a talk with my friend and she forgave me, she told me that she wont be between us, and want m to be happy.
Santi confesed me that he really liked me, and we started dating, the stage of dating lasted 2 months, until one day he asked me to be her girlfriend, I get very happy, and shocked at the same time because he was my very first boyfriend, so immediately I say ''yes''.
It was a nice relationship because he was like my best friend, I told him everything, we helped each other when we had a problem, but at the same time we had some issues, cause I was really young, and kind of immature, because I only liked to spend time with my friends, instead of spending some time with him, so that's why we fight a lot, but anyways we loved each other, and that was the feeling that keep us together no matter what.
He became a very special person in my life, because he was my first love, my first kiss, and he was the first serious relationship I had. We lasted 8 months, yeah for me it was an enternity, and when I eternity it means that every single day I had to looked at him at the school, so I get kind of desperate or sick, and like every young relationship ''the flame gets off'', so I started to gave no importance to the relationship, and I just provoke him to be done with me, because I can't told him to get the relationship over, because I would really felt bad with myself, because I don't like to hurt people's feelings. He was really sad, and he asked me many times times if we can get back together, but I didn't want to, because in that moment the only thing I wanted was to enjoy my life, and keep moving on.

I don't regret that experience because it was amazing, feeling butterflies in your stomach, everytime I saw him, or talked to him on the phone, everytime he saids me ''I love you'', the feelings I had when I was by his side, and how happy he maked me.

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